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Hello everyone,
This account is now on the verge of dieing. This account won't die completely, but it will slowly rot until it finally ends. I'm still in a few things on this account that I can't change. I'm still in two contests that haven't picked a winner yet. There are also a few clubs I have joined that I'll have to rejoin in the new account. I have also gotten a few friends who are not on my friends list yet. So, until all of that is fixed up, this account will remain alive.

Before I move on I would like to apologize for causing all this confusion and depression. I made a huge mistake and it'll (probably) not happen again. This place, my friends, and art... These are the only few things that are keeping me alive. If I abandon them all, I won't survive. I know to you this may seem a bit extreme... but it's true. I might just be overreacting, but I feel as though I might have a slight bit of depression, but being here, I'm happy. Here I'm surrounded by friends that understand me, not a family that barely even knows who I really am. I'm living a sad life and I feel like coming to DeviantART was one of the best decisions I've made. Thank you all.

Well, since all that's over with I have some news. None of you, except for one lucky person, know my new account name. My new account is: Please come to this account, add me to your friends list, and we can start all over. Pretend you don't even know me. I want to start all over again, and I want to start things off right. A few of you know me as someone I'm not. I have sort of made a bad impression on this account and I want to change all of that...

New account:

Edit: I made a horrible mistake... Listen, before you read this you need to know that I won't be gone forever. I'll be back soon on a new account... I'm going to take a break until after my little vacation. So in about two or three weeks I'll be back, Ok?

Here's the Original journal entry:

I'm sorry guys, but I'm going to leave for awhile. I've had artist's block for far too long and since plan A isn't working I'm going with plan B. I'm going to leave DeviantART until my artist's block goes away... That could only be a couple of days, or it could end up to be two years... Just depends on when I can start drawing again. Another reason why I'm leaving is because this place is just starting to get a bit depressing. None of my friends are here as much as they used to, no one even bothers to look at my art or journals anymore, I wouldn't be surprised if half of you that would be receiving this don't read it until about a month after I'm gone. However, in no way should you think of this as your fault. My main reason for leaving is the artist's block, not any of you. Just so you know, I'll still be checking my messages, but I will only be replying to the things that I feel are important. Other than that I'll be gone from DeviantART. I'm sorry everyone.

And no... This is no joke...

Here's my plan A if any of you want to help me with my artist's block.

Requests or Suggestions:
- None


I also think that my artist's block may be affected by my lack of confidence with my art skills. So, if any of you can find tutorials or anything of the sort, that could end up being useful for me it would be appreciated if you gave me a link. (I'm not telling you to hunt for anything. I'm just saying if you happen to come across anything.)

Tutorials:
- None

I wanted to say more, but right now I don't think any of you would be in the mood to find out about my citrus fruit addiction. X3

I also might be going on a vacation soon, so maybe I'll come back with plenty of pictures, and my artist's block might also leave... Who knows?

I'll still come hovering along here every once in awhile. To check if any of you have something important to tell me, or if you have requests or suggestions.

This might also just be me overreacting to some things, but either way I'm still creating a new account. So until I feel ready to come back here. I'll be gone.

Once again, I'm sorry guys, and please don't think that this is any of your faults. When I come back I'll be in a new account. So when I'm ready I'll give you all a link to the account. So, until then... BYE EVERYONE!!! TT^TT

(Does this journal seem a bit awkward to any of you? I'm sorry if I confuse or hurt any of you with my horrible writing skills and such. ^^ but just remember this, don't worry. No matter what, I promise I'll come back.)

Got tagged by

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
For example, a Water element Pokemon could be fishlike, turtlelike, or ducklike!

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
A wall...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Umm... Oh yeah! Robot Chicken...

4. Without looking, guess what time it it is?
12:40

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:38

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My little brother watching Spongebob and a fan blowing.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday I went in my creek and found a soccer ball and a bird feather. :3

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Something

9. What are you wearing?
Blue jeans and a shirt with a kitten on it. :3

10. Did you dream last night?
I had one I know it! I just can't remember.

11. When did you last laugh?
5 minutes ago

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Green and white

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yes... I've seen plenty of weird things.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Umm... >> I like pie...

15. What is the last film you saw?
Iron man

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A subscription to DeviantART... and more Wii and DS games. :3

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
...hmmm. Whenisaworochimaruasakidithoughthewassoadorible.Ialsomighthaveaddbutmyparentsnevergotmecheckedandsoimnotsure!!!! :3

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would end misery. There would be no such thing anymore.

19. Do you like to dance?
Maybe

20. George Bush:
Bleh...

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Tekka

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jo-... Maki!

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Huh?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
That I deserve to go into heaven and live a peaceful life among the others. (andthatyaoiisallowedinheaven) *cough*

OMG! Good news! I finally gotten over Jordan!!! YAY!!! Now I'll finally be happier again, instead of the depressed person I was last year!!! *dances around* I'm sooooooo happy today!!! We're getting a pool!!!!!!1!1!!!1 My brother also got Sonic Unleashed and I'm ahead of everybody!!! WHOO!!!

Random Quote:
"Courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality." ~Richter X3 I hate that quote.

Naruto couples:
SasoDei
Sasunaru

ToS couples:
Yuan x Martel
Kratos x Anna
Genis x Presea
Lloyd x Colette
Emil x Marta
Alice x Decus
Richter x Aster *cough*

Sonic:
Knouge
SonAmy
Tailsmo
Omega x Toaster(yes, I am serious about this one)

Other:
Ed x Winry

I am currently a member of these clubs:

Tekk: Leslie! I got a new tag!
Leslie: Interesting...
Tekk: How about you and Lyf do this with me?
Lyf: Why me?
Tekk: Just do it!


1 . YOUR REAL NAME:
Tekk: Tekkamaki (Not my real name, but I'm not saying it. I hate my name. -_-)
Leslie: Leslie
Lyf: Lyf

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Tekk: Tekizzle..?
Leslie: Lesizzle..?
Lyf: Lyfizzle... Haha... Fizzle... >> What?

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Tekk: Red wolf
Leslie: Black rabbit
Lyf: Green cat

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Tekk: Tayte... o_o
Leslie: Junle?
Lyf: Ka-fly... Hehe... fly.... >>

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Tekk: Black milk..?
Leslie: Red water...
Lyf: Green Tea. Hehe.... green tea.... >>


6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Tekk: Eynikilor...
Leslie: Enyuieune
Lyf: Yffoyffei... WTF?... I like that name.

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (your fav. food)
Tekk: Tekkamaki? :3
Leslie: Fried Rice
Lyf: Curry...

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Tekk: Black Shadow :3
Leslie: (using my pet) Black Honey Bee
Tekk: Use your own pet...
Leslie: Fine, Black Peppermint...
Lyf: Black Uralite...

Tekk: Lyf you've gotten some pretty interesting answeres...
Lyf: Yeah I know...
Leslie: So... I didn't?
Tekk: No you did too Leslie... It's just that... Lyf got some strange things...
Leslie: ...oh... ok...
Lyf: :3 I'm an interesting individual

I just recently went to the orthodontics and got a rubber band stuck in my mouth. It's actually pretty fun having a rubber band in my mouth. ^^ Even though it does hurt, I can't open my mouth very wide, and I can't eat with it in... ._. Yeah... My favorite time of day has been lunch, because I can take the rubber band off, eat, get the crank in my mouth turned, and put the rubber band back on. Yep... Fun...

I had another strange dream... I was in the creek trying to find someone who had run off... Instead I went to a part of a creek that was filled with some sort of goop that stuck animals and left them there to die. Well, I found a black horse stuck in the goop. For a moment I thought it was dead until it began to move forward slightly. Luckily for it, it was only in the shallow part of the goop, but it was headed for the deep part. (My friend would be happy about this.) So, instead of trying to find my young family member that was lost and who could probably not take care of herself because she was really young, I jumped in the goop, waded toward the horse, and helped led it away from certain death and out of the goop. It was pretty shaken so I took it to my house and let it rest for awhile. (somehow it got in our house and was resting on the chair that our dog likes to sleep in) My dog was looking at me with a little pouty face when he saw the horse. Now, I went to tell my mom that if I found a poor stray dog we could keep it. (WTF? It's a horse not a dog!) Well, I guess she said we could. So I was going back outside to look for the lost family member with the horse, but I accidentally let the dog out as well... So the dog began running to who knows were. I ignored the dog knowing he would come back on his own sooner or later, but then I noticed he was walking right next to me and not running away. The moment I tried to grab his collar he ran off and so did the horse. I went across the creek to find either, the horse, the dog, or the person. I saw my neighbors playing in the little playground thing with their dog and my dog as well. I woke up without finding the family member or the horse...

How do you like my dream? :3 Now I wanna black horse as a pet. X3 Also take note of the fact that there is no real place in my creek that has goop in it... That's only in my really strange dreams.

I've also been really cuddly lately... I cuddle everything, my dog, my cat, my stuffed dog and cat that look a lot like the real things, my Guinea pigs, a pillow... I've just been really cuddly... (Is hugging a pillow right now, no seriously)

I'm still taking requests people, but no one seems to be caring!!!

List of requests:
(No ones requested yet)

Random Quote:
"Whatever will be, will be."
"Whatever happens, happens."
"What's done is done and we can't undo it"

People who said quotes(in order): Zelos, some guy in Fruits basket?, and Boss.
I might have messed up one of these quotes...

Naruto couples:
SasoDei
Sasunaru

ToS couples:
Yuan x Martel
Kratos x Anna
Genis x Presea
Lloyd x Colette
Emil x Marta
Alice x Decus
Richter x Aster *cough*

Sonic:
Knouge
SonAmy
Tailsmo
Omega x Toaster(yes, I am serious about this one)

Other:
Ed x Winry

I am currently a member of these clubs: